Hello Again

It has been a min. I needed time to sort through my emotions. Can't say that I am completely fine, but I am feeling better each day. Loosing cookie was really hard and despite all the complications, somewhat unexpected.

At first I really missed my baby, kinda wired but it hurt that she/he was gone. As time has gone by, I feel better physically and mentally. I will blog some more later.

Thank you to everyone who prayed for us, we truly appreciate it.

God bless

Bye bye love

Hello all, It is sad to report that I had a miscarriage on wednesday. I was 10 weeks 5 days. Please keep us in your prayers.

Pregnancy Update

I am now exactly 10 weeks pregnant. I am still bleeding but my doctor is not too concerned about it, as the baby (aka cookie) is growing very well. My next ultra sound is on Tuesday. It is always nice to see cookie. I heard the heartbeat at my last visit two weeks ago, and that was very heart warming.

More and more each day, I am learning to let go of the fear and control, because at this point the only thing I can do is slow my pace. The bleeding cannot really be controlled. So I am trusting God in this, after all He knows what is best for me.

And like Charles Spurgeon says; "No man can do me a truer kindness in this world than to pray for me."